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13 May 2012
For about 2 or 3 weeks now, this guy has started hangin out with me in 2 of my classes. At first it was mostly with his friends, but now mostly with me. I’m the first one he talks to, and mostly he talks with me. We talk about each other’s lives and things that we like etc.
Well lately he’s been making really sweet/nice comments. I draw really well and that’s what I’m known for around school anyway, we had to do this project or something and I drew this picture. Someone asked if he had seen it, and he acted dumb but then he mumbled ” Of course I have, its (my name)”
He usually gets right by me in classes, especially lately. We make fun of fads, and of how people act. I speak lowly so if he can’t hear me he’ll say “what”, even when I’m not speaking to him. He’s very attentive to me, and he makes me feel really happy.
When I get my phone out, he usually gets his out and asks his friend for his contacts. Well this girl I’m in class with asked for my number, and then she asked me to text someone for her. I said I thought it was awkward to text someone out of nowhere and the whole time that guy was staring at me. Well a few minutes later this other girl who’s friends with thr guy asked for my number, I gave it to her, and a few minutes later the guy asked her for the phone to copy contacts again.
When the bell rang for class to be over (it was last class of the day) I glanced over at the guys phone and it looked like he was about to text someone and though I couldn’t see the name it kind of looked like mine. I know he said “darn” as soon as the bell rang, and his friend asked “Did you get her number yet?”
However I never got the text, but I think it could have been because I said “texting someone out of nowhere is weird.”
Also, this girl asked what I was doing on my weekend and I said probably nothing. Well the guy looked at his other friend and openly said what he was doing. Another thing he did, he was talking to this girl and accidentally called her my name, but it was right after talking to me so Idk if that means anything.
Yesterday I ended up asking him for his number and if he wouldn’t mind me texting over the weekend, he said he didn’t mind. Afterwards I said he was a really cool person, and he said thankyou in a very meek voice. I’m scared I weirded him out. He also couldn’t really meet my eyes that day either when we talked. Oh and kept going out the way to sharpen my pencils lol
Another thing is, not since 8th grade have I been really invited anywhere. I’m horribly socially awkward, and only this year I’ve begun to come out of my shell. I think people aren’t sure of how to interact with me because I’ve never been close to anyone. I’m shy and I’m getting prettier due to much needed weight loss but this guy has never asked me to hang out with him anywhere. He also doesn’t tease me like he does with other girls, but he acts really nice towards me. Could it be because people don’t really know how to interact with me, that he doesn’t tease me or anything?
I think he might be a little socially awkward himself, because when we’re talking he’ll break off in his speech. There will be an awkward silence or something.
He’s talked a little bit about past girls he’s dated/ flirted with in front of me if that’s anything as well.
I know this is long, but I’ve never dated and I sure haven’t been kissed. In fact I’ve even found it hard to make friends due to low confidence and lack of invlovlement.
Did I weird him out too much by calling him ” a really cool person”. I haven’t texted him yet or anything as well.
Do you think he might like me or anything? Please answer.